how to make sound (silently)

I loved you
because you have thorns
protecting
your flowers.
You have a mind
that is without a doubt
powered by the heart.
I believed you
when you told me
everything about everything
and how things worked
and how to kiss
without making a sound
&
how to make a sound
silently.
I believe we misbehaved with our hands a lot.
I believe with you
it wasn't misbehaving.
I believe it was
sanity.
I believe it was
peace.
when we believed
we were untouchable.
you'd grow around my leg
and show me
how nature should adore me.
I wore
my hair down.
&&&&
When I'd bite my lip
it was because
I couldn't smile
without drooling.
because I was in love
because I was probably
forgetting
every
single
crow
I had ever seen.

And when I'd collide
with the earth
the sun
grew large
   &&&
melted me.


Before I told you
every single stupid thought
I'd ever had.
Or
Why I believed you looked so
charming

in the color you were wearing.