This is how you solve writers block (Letters to myself pt I)

I lit some incense
because I'm sensitive to some senses.
I'm probably making that up.
Probably to explain something that cannot be explained.
Not all answers can be found,
Not all answers show up
dressed in black
looking fabulous
holding a note
that says
"you're right."

In fact,

Answers show up
drunk.
or
angry.
or
....

you get it.


and if you don't,
you're probably lying
and if you aren't,
congratulations.


You're still lying.

I hate it when people say that.

"you're lying."
I'm not unique in this thought,
this is not colossal news.
I think everyone hates that.
just like cockroaches
probably don't enjoy
being the shit end of a joint
and also a cock.
I imagine cockroaches
probably try to dress in tuxedos
smoke Cuban cigars
and cry
when the butterflies fly by.
and if anyone ever called me a liar
or a cockroach
I would say


actually.
        you.
              are.


WHAT THE FUCK AM I WRITING ABOUT

good question.
                       I need an answer.


         
         :)

I wish smiley faces
were answers
in the real world.

here.
here are some answers.
here are some reasons.
here.

something fancy
something spectacular
like the time I survived that one...thousand times.
Like that one time
I woke up
during summer
    blinked for a second
and ended up here.

go.